Tuesday, February 28

Minwoo is not my favourite,everyone knows it's Hyesung.But this video,must admit it's kinda cute...no wonder Minwoo is the most popular.I like the meaning of this song...*daydreams..ey,which girl won't want a guy to tell her that? Pfhtt!

What I had been doing nowadays, doing my portfolio, namecard, resume bit by...bit..by..bit...lol,always last minute then panic,when will I ever change?Never lor..lol

For the World to see, 8:16 PM.

Monday, February 27

Shinhwa will be taking a break for as some need to go NS...this video is kinda touching,and the last part when Minwoo tries to shoot all the balls into the hole in one go was cool,must be really good in billard or pool or whatever,I HATE THEM BOTH.

Went to school,Xingyong and Guru did not come...great...at least can see my friends.lol.

If you are reading this,thank you so much for the gift and thank you so much for understanding that I need more time.

For the World to see, 11:10 PM.

Sunday, February 26

Yey! Me decided to chong hu jiang hu! Erm is that the correct phrase a not? Many things have happened ever since I stopped blogging.Maybe it's because I haven't been going to church often,I knew I was getting further away from God yet I did nothing but felt even more miserable each day.My relationship starts to fail,and it was the most terrible time,don't know how many nights I had cried all alone,no one did anything wrong but no one understand each other,why must he be so different from other people? Why people know what I want and he don't?

It was so hard to let go,everyday I pretended nothing happened but at nights..sighz.As if this was not enough,then came that idotic brother of mine.For years,I tahan his disrespect for me,I see him got bad to worse every year,and this time he had gone too far,throwing my precious stuff on the floor for one stupid reason.So for the first time in my entire life,I slapped him,I'd got my equal share of scars though.My heart now,break until cannot break anymore.

So finally, I prayed to God,I just want to start life all over again.I prayed he give me another chance and let me learn how to control my temper and show the people around me that I really do care.And I knew ever since that night I prayed,God answered it.

I go to church and felt this joy in me which I don't know why.My brother had start talking to me and somehow,I managed to control my temper whenever he disrespect me.And best of all,I finally learnt to let go of him,it's not easy I tell you all these things,before that I got angry at every little things and cry at every single thought,but now,everything seems easy to let go.

And here I am,back being myself,I 'd kinda missed out on alot of things back then.So I have alot of catching up to do.But first of all,I want to thank all my friends who were there for me,especially Xiaowei,my bestest friend,she not only listens to me but called to check up on my situation,she the friend you can depend on fully.I am totally grateful for her.

Of course,the one I wanted to thank the most is God.I had neglected him and yet when I got nothing to turn to and turn back to him,he will always be there,ready to give a helping hand.God do miracles people,and he had just did one on me.

God bless you.

For the World to see, 10:37 PM.