Wednesday, March 29

隐形的翅膀

每一次都在徘徊孤单中坚强
每一次就算很受伤也不闪泪光
我知道我一直有双隐形的翅膀
带我飞飞过绝望

不去想他们拥有美丽的太阳
我看见每天的夕阳也会有变化
我知道我一直有双隐形的翅膀
带我飞给我希望
我终于看到所有梦想都开花
追逐的年轻歌声多嘹亮
我终于翱翔用心凝望不害怕
哪里会有风就飞多远吧

不去想他们拥有美丽的太阳
我看见每天的夕阳也会有变化
我知道我一直有双隐形的翅膀
带我飞给我希望
我终于看到所有梦想都开花
追逐的年轻歌声多嘹亮
我终于翱翔用心凝望不害怕
哪里会有风就飞多远吧

隐形的翅膀让梦恒久比天长
留一个愿望让自己想象

*我的痛你们是不会董我只是想忘了

你们存在因为我不存在在这里
我累了再也不想回想

也不想在继续问或讲

越想越觉得这友情有点勉强
从头到脚只想你们开心

然而你们悲伤所以我要走了
我想找到自己开始新生活永远不回头
希望你们也会找到自己

开开心心向前走

For the World to see, 4:07 PM.

Friday, March 24

Today got offered to work at Weeds Production by William.Edging photos,5 bucks per pc,I thought aiya easy lar,can earned at least 40,crazy lor,edge like siao,remind me of those days I did pixel art,the backpain and the eye strain and the brain like not working...from 10am to 8pm I'd got 20 bucks.Lol,then I so happy thought can kbox next week,then I remembered my poor hamsters in the bedding turned dust cage,my not so bar,Bar chor and my dunno y got blad spot Tare,both see me act like crazy monsters,roar roar roar!...Erm,you noe House of theDeath then those zombies behind bars like trying to get out and like going siao?That's how they looked like.Gave them rations everyday,somemore is the food Tare doesn't like since he only eat seeds.But at least Tare eats them all soon,Bar Chor still choosy,still dun eat all,half eat the food half want to eat seeds.Getting skinnier and skinnier...sighz

So this 20bucks must go for hamster supplies and hopefully will have some left for kbox.And I will make sure I will tapao the tidbits that cost 5 bucks per bowl and make sure it has been refilled and refilled.Then for the rest of the week,I shall buy a bunch of bananas again and eat one everyday.I need to earn money and yet I also need to work on my portfolio,my website,my demo reel,my display panel in a month's time....can I just ignore everything...I know I will lose the chance of getting a job offer if I don't do better for Fusion but...do I really care anot?Thay say I got good chance if I draw more but I want anot?Wooo bu zhidao liao...

For the World to see, 11:29 PM.

Thursday, March 23

Had steamboat for dinner tonight.There's this cat which kept on mewing at us and siting down there innocently,mum was like watching me soI dare not give the cat anything to eat.Sothe cat kept moving from our table and the next and back,mewing at sitting down,so well-trained sia.In the end,gave it garnish to eat...what vegetables is good for u mah.Kk,gave it a fish tail in the end.

Dad as usual,threw in salted fish into the charcoal and you have a smoking table from us,and the whole area around us starts smoking and people started turning around looking at us...the kids...OEI!!!!So embarassing lor...

New documentry Nigel Marven is back!This time he will be swimming with sea monsters!!!Woah!!!!!I'm going to watch it man!Ever Wednesday 10pm Arts Central!

For the World to see, 10:48 PM.

Wednesday, March 22

Been staying at home for the past 3 days ,had enough and decided to get my butt out of the chair.Met Xiaowei at PS.Had lunch.Yoshinoya is offering a part-time job at 3.50 per hour.Applied for cashier position at Carrefour.My 6th job application....sighz...will I even get at least one? Must keep my mind occupied if not I'll start thinking nonsenses again when I'm alone at home... ooh!I finally caught myself the pair of rabbits I wanted at the arcade!Yey! Who needs a boyfriend to catch me one?I can do it myself.Nay!

Oh no...shit...I think..I'm addicted to Jewel In the Palace(Da Chang Jing)..No..noooooo!! Mum...where's the dvd?!!

For the World to see, 8:29 PM.

Saturday, March 18

Best outing I ever had today! Swakooz as I might be,it's my first time at Siloso beach! Whee! The beach the beach! I had so much fun.Frisbee,captain's ball,water monkey ball...all this I never get to do when I go to the beach with my family.I was so excited and I believe I behaved a tat too crazy.Ey,you gotta understand ,this is my first time going to the beach with my friends,there's my long time friends Yihao,Yanfei,William and Hongji,2 of the bestest friends Gab &Yonghui.And of coz there's Adeline,May,Zekee my big bro,Jun hao aka kukusai,Edmund,Rif that joker and Yongcheng the dota guy.Lol.When will I ever get the chance to do that again,it's rare!I am so so happy!Enjoyed myself so much!

I had the ball hit right smack into my face while playing captain's ball,ouch! Lucky no nose bleed.Hee.And the funnest part of all? Is going into to the water!! Whee! Water! Splish! Splash! I love the sea! I love swimming! (When can I go Tioman again dad?) Monkey ball was difficult in the waters,only Yonghui swam like a shark.Yanfei the sea monkey and Junhao the sea serpent.Lol.Rif the sea kong.Hee.And I had got seaweed planted into my shirt by Gabby..(-_-)

Going on a weekend is crazy.Took me an hour plus to be able to get into the showers and another hour plus to get into the bus back.No doubt I got a scolding from my mum,but I knew she cares for me coz she keep scolding me like if u get sick again I'm not going to bother you,weather so hot still play until face so red.Lol.
That's it,I'm going to swim often again.I realised how much I missed the waters.And I also realised how tired I am...zzzzz

Adeline & May,where's Ploy?

Lol Gay partners?

Rif=Sea kong

DMD Games Group

Girls shot destroyed by Rif

That's better

Cheese!

Yongcheng protecting his modesty

Obscene picture.. lol

William and Hongji,animation group=sandcastle builders

Into the waters.whee!Gimme the ball!

Next stop dinner at Doby Gaht and grandma hse for me.

Rif's last pose for me cam.lol.

No people I was only joking when I said I had a personal photo collection of someone! I'm not a sicko,I don't even have a personal collection of Hyesung..lol...it's just that I like looking at certain people that's all,that includes female too!No I'm not a sicko pleasE!!!!Sobz,if you all continue to tease me,I'm going to lose a goodfriend.Kk,I shall stop my nonsenses too.I shall keep my opinions to myself.Some people just don't understand...

For the World to see, 10:16 PM.

Thursday, March 16

My second treat after portfolio assessment : JB! Whee! School holidays = Big jam. Sighz. Bought Midori Days dvd.Watched Underworld Evolution.Ticket price here in M'sia? RM 9.00! Shiok! And there's no M18 or NC16 ratings here.Got 2 doraemon books.I like Doraemon.Good night.

For the World to see, 9:31 PM.

Wednesday, March 15

Portfoilo assessment is over!! Yahoo!! Wasn't as bad as I thought. No shooting involved.Whew.My website crapped up big time,every page pops out a script error.Somebody who knows anything about scripting please help me! So the teachers talked to me about my career and thought it will be a waste if I decided not to work on this line as I have potential.I do???? Wow.... k,they said I'm strong in drawing characters.And they want me to consider going to NIE to apply for art teacher.Hmm...it's a good choice actually,teachers work 5 days per week just like a student! We have school holidays too..and we get paid to train in NIE. Hmm....maybe...

Dinner was great!Went to Sembawang Park and had that fabulous orh-nee(yam paste).And the full moon was shining straight down at the sea! Woo! Dinner under a bright moonlite night.That's what I called a good after portfolio assessment treat! Hee. Couldn't resist going down to the beach to look at the moon and the stars,yey yey Orion! There was a dead sea bird on the sand,it was partially dried up,got the picture in my phone.Hope it didn't die of bird flu...

I'm free! I'm free!!

For the World to see, 10:17 PM.

Sunday, March 12

Ever since Wednesday,I had a fever every evening which lasted a few hours and I'll be alright after that.Last night I hit 39.5 degrees.This stupid fever is making go crazy I tell you,in the day I'm still happily jumping around and suddenly my whole body started aching and I had a fever then the next day I'm alright again.Lucky today,it didn't come back.Hope I'm alright now.Cough's getting worse though,can't even breathe deeply.*coughz

Gab came to cut her hair yesterday and she colored her hair,so nice,I wished I have longer hair too..sobz...

2 more days left till Final assessment.Will I make it thru?

For the World to see, 6:29 PM.

Tuesday, March 7

Watched Big Momma's house yesterday with Adeline ,Ploy and William. Had a good laugh. Finally I am able to visit Ploy's dog.Lol, her dog is a total opposite of Gab's.She was such a coward,running into a corner to hide from me.Hallooooo,big dog scared? Lol.Later I managed to coaxed her and she seemed to like me,letting me comb her shedding fur..0_o and I really mean SHEDDING.Good lord!It was clumps after clumps after clumps...seeing is believing,really can stuff into a pillow man.Weird..Hua Hua did not want to be combed on the right,purposly slammed herself against the wall,no matter how I tried to push her away....grrr..anyway,I kept hugging Hua Hua after that,just so comfy to snuggle into her...*achoo!!

Now must consider getting a house with an outside,don't want to have fur all over the house when I get my shiba inu...*shudders...what would mum say?lol

Today,I feel sick..sobz...throat and nose...sighz,could it be the char kway teow I had yesterday?Char kway teow always make me sick,but I still wanna eat it once awhile.lol.Last night didn't sleep well,keep tossing and turning,body keep getting stiff,when I woke up this morning,caught a cold liao coz never cover myself...*sniff

Managed to compile about 36 pcs of artworks for my portfolio for printing.Things not done?Demo reel, website,namecard, get portfolio file,print 40pcs of artwork...

7 days more to go till Final Assessment..

Anyone wana watch Underworld Evolution??

For the World to see, 9:46 PM.

Sunday, March 5

Yesterday Yuling and her sister came to dye their hair,color did not come out as she wants and her sis thinks it's too ex.Highlight leh...65 is standard liao.Sighz,now I feel so bad,making them come all the way here and they not happy with it. Don't think they ever wanna come back again.Boo hoo hoo...

Got my hair highlighted and chopped off even thinner by my mum and aunt,you see when you have a free haircut,you will have to be the guinea pig.Sobz,my hair...my precious hair...oh well,hope it quickly grow.

Today never go chuurch because dad went out and left me and my bro at home.Don't think mum will allow me to go out if only my bro at home so I watched anime the whole day.Then dinner was fun,we went to Harbourfront and mum went on a hunger spree,bought so much food!The whole table! Burpz! There was fish n chips, fried rice,chicken chop,yong tau foo,carrot ake,hor fun and fruits...0_0

We went to the BIG store, bro didn't get his mp3, I didn't get my hi-fi ,only dad got his all in one car wash materials,so cute,he was like a little boy who got his ultimate toy,swinging away..lol

For the World to see, 9:56 PM.

Friday, March 3

Long before Shinhwa,there was H.O.T. They were so huge last time,more crazy than Shinhwa.My favourite? Kangta. (-_-) I keep hearing Gabrielle chanting Kang tang Kang tang.This song Outside Castle should be very familar to lots of people.(>_<)

Mummy don't allow me to go karaoke tonight! Boo hoo hoo!! I want to sing song!!!! *thrashes around..lol ..kk ..I hope my friends are having fun right now.Adeline and Ploy were so nice,accompany me to catch the toy cat at the arcade before I go back.Too bad we didn't catch it.Saw Yonghui at Douby Gaht mrt, what the hell is wrong with me man,like so long never see him then went gaga,don't how to face him.*sobz ...lol I remember last time I first time get to know Yonghui also like that, go gaga,speechless,don't know leh, just feel like he very scary,don't know what he thinking,ya...it's the same feeling I have with Mr Calvin Tan..they are both scary people..lol.

I want to go KARAOKE!!!!!!!!!!

For the World to see, 9:03 PM.

Thursday, March 2

Whew,what a day today! Mum had customers today at home so I stayed home to help out.I felt so happy because I got mum talking to me.Heehee,Yey! >_<>

Then I had my hair cut,was so shocked how much mum had cut my hair,argh!! But the more I looked at it,the more neater it looks.I hope I got no bad comments about it tomorrow.I tried cutting my hamsters nails because it looks like talcons now,I was grabbing Bar Chor on his back and he keeps fidgeting when I tried to grab his paws,fidget...fidget...fidget,and he start wiping his face with his paws!!!! Grrr!!!! Managed to trim the front paws...booo..

As for Tare, *pengz , I thought hold him in a cloth so he won't bite me,but the cloth too comfy le,he keep snuggling into the cloth,I turned him out,he snuggled in back.Jiu ming ah!!!!! So I only managed to cut 1 nail and it was soooo long,Tare..the vampire.

So tired...today was a fulfulling day,got clean,got cook,got cut..wheee...

MARCH 20 LOST Season 2, Yahoo!

For the World to see, 10:07 PM.

Wednesday, March 1

Yes yes,another Shinhwa clip...blame it on youtube.com,lol.This clip totally cracks me up.Eric is supposed to be this really cool guy...and yet...Banana ru mok chi yo~!!!!!Wahahahaha!Think he's singing something from a commercial.I even recorded it and set it as my ringtone...my fav song of the day..hoho. Don't you think Eric look a lot like our Steven Lim at the first part.Hyesung is cute..as usual..mwahahaha...BA...NA NA!!!By the way,my fav fruit is banana.BA..NA NA!

Went to watch Final Destination 3 with William Tan today.Actually want to watch Pink Panther but the timing not right.Not bad...not bad...gross enough...since I had my hands up on my face most of the time and William was trying to pry my hands away.Don't know leh,it felt safer watching between my fingers...Have I watched part 1 and 2 ?Don't remember leh.This week must rent Underworld,so I can watch Evolution.I love vampires....... and their teeth. Rwarrwww!

Every Wednesday ,Arts Central,10pm,Walking With Monsters.Must watch!

For the World to see, 10:58 PM.